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Sunday 20 June 2010

EDL - Go To Hell




This is the sentiment coming from East London yesterday, 2oth June 2010. The area has a famous and proud history of fighting fascism, from Cable Street in the 1930's, Lewisham in the 1970's, Isle of Dogs in the 1990's and now Whitechapel. There were over 5000 people today in a demonstration of Unity against the proposed march from the EDL ( the English Defense League, aka Eidiot Defense League ). The anarchists really captured the mood, and gave it some spice with the wonderful stunt on the roof of a local hospital ( pictured).

Something that is worrying however is the behaviour of the police; the very large demonstration passed peacefully. At the end and in the evening, the police were stopping white people in Whitechapel from going down the High Street, telling them that there were gangs of bengali men who were attacking white people. It is not only a ridiculous lie, it is also sewing seeds of division in the community. It is disgraceful behaviour, I just hope that the people will see through these lies being spread about by the police.

I felt so safe and looked after on the streets of East London yesterday, you could feel the love, the strength and the unity. The power we the people could have in our hands is awesome.

Saturday 12 June 2010

Brothers and Sisters?

There was a time when I went against the grain, bent over backwards and fought for the idea that mental health service workers and staff were like brothers and sisters to us mental health service users. That perspective is being seriously eroded by the constant battle with members of staff at the local community mental health team and the local day care services to not treat us as if we have no issues and should get out on our bus passes (which are also under threat) and get a job.

At best this is setting us up for failure, and at worst is a number crunching exercise to get us off their books in order that they see to it that they get a promotion or a bonus or some such delight.

Once a person’s emotional life and ability has been disrupted and strained to the point of breakdown, few can salvage a semblance of emotional stability to the point where a life of full or even part time work can be endured. Our nerves get completely obliterated, shattered, and it is quite often irreparable damage. If any staff member has been to college all they have to do is refer to the many texts and reference books on the subject.

What is happening now is systematic abuse of the rights of mental health service users. It is being conducted in the name of ‘recovery’ or ‘anti stigma’; if you can work, then you are ‘recovered‘. The term ‘recovery’ was invented by service users in order to gain a bit of personal dignity which was perceived to be lacking for service users around fifteen or even twenty years ago, when a mental illness was thoroughly misunderstood and people were primarily considered dangerous.

Service users simply wanted others members of the community, staff, relatives, friends to understand the factors surrounding a persons mental deterioration rather than their being solely judged as symptomatic and as having questionable functionality (the medical model was the old fashioned term for it, or medical reductionism).

However the way the recovery model is now being presented back to us is that we have a questionable medical condition in the first place, there is actually nothing wrong with us that a regular nine to five or part time nine to five will be the salvation for. Variations on this occur, such as if we lost weight we would feel better ( which might sound like its true, but this is often accompanied by an unwillingness to understand underlying emotional factors). Or if we went to a local church group or something, anything but have specialist mental health services needs, for fear of ‘stigma’, apparently. This is just all too convenient for the enormous disinvestment and lack of funding mental health resources has had and is continuing today.

The way people with mental health and emotional problems are currently being treated is producing a variety of reactions among the service users themselves, they range from; and by far the most common is one where people wonder how the staff would feel if *they* were being treated in the way in which we are currently being, on top of the severe mental illness. Then there are others who feel there is no alternative but to threaten suicide; then a very small minority who talk about taking their hedge cutter or other such instrument to places where staff are situated in order to use on the staff out of sheer frustration.

Staff members are now expected to ‘enable’ us to do things ourselves as opposed to give us help to do things when we need help, as this would be seen to be encouraging dependency. So what we are finding is that service users are being expected to do the staff’s job for them in the name of 'recovery', avoiding 'dependency' or whatever else buzz words management and staff care to use.

In the area where I live there are no state funded residential homes, the very few that exist are all privately owned and service users have a job to persuade the local authorities to fund places for them at the extortionate rents they charge. These places are often fraught with in-house conflicts and difficulties as the conditions and wages paid to the staff are poor.

There are only two day care centers, and the culture in these places is to force service users out after three months or so. So service users are not being provided with a safe place where they can relax and meet new people, improve their friendship circles and social networks.

The day centers are now pseudo work places where service users are expected to ring in if they are unable to attend on either or both of the precious little two hour slots they are entitled to twice a week. That only amounts to four hours a week, for three months.

At the moment there are still two hospital wards for service users, a home treatment team and a community mental health team. All of these places are poor and inadequate, there are not enough hospital beds to meet peoples needs. The home treatment team is short term and intensive, it has the effect of lifting you up to let you down a short while later, and the culture of the community mental health teams means that they simply want to wash their hands of service users in the name of ‘recovery’.

Staff seem to think that the answers to their poor and inadequate conditions of work lie with the service users themselves, that if we made our opinions known everything would improve for everyone. First of all that is a cop out from the staff, service users are an atomised group, we cannot and never have been a significant organised or cohesive force, nor will we ever be. Our commonality is only through our being ill and nothing else. Any democracy we have encountered has been massively flawed to say the least, at any given service user meeting (at the Day center for example) if we agree on something to be done, it will more often than not get ignored or swept under the carpet.

Service user representatives on management boards (that the government was so keen to encourage), invariably agree with management ( due to the structure ) and have no positive impact or influence on service delivery on the ground. Service user representation is ineffective in aiding service user needs, but hey, some service users enjoy the position it gives them and the few perks that go along with it.

Over the years I have tried my best to encourage changes in the system that would lead to general and overall improvement. But what is taking place now is slanderous abuse of human rights, and worse of all it is using terms invented by the service users in order to justify this degradation.

If you are ill, even with your emotions (or especially with your emotions), you should be entitled to treatment and care. It is being cut so far back now that it has become a sick joke for most people who have suffered emotional problems, we are being boxed into a corner where are choices are becoming very limited indeed.

Sunday 6 June 2010

The Lonesome Death of Derrick Bird

This man killed twelve people in Cumbria this week. It was a horrific and multi-murderous act of extreme violence. I was watching the events unfold on the television at the time. He was being pursued by police, including vans, helicopters, motorbikes and so on, it was with intrigue that I watched and wondered about this man, a man in his early 50's who lived alone with his own taxi service.

I don't know what made him flip, no doubt something of an explanation might eventually emerge if the newspapers keep up an interest in the story. As I watched the news, the reports were that he had abandoned his vehicle and was now on foot. He walked into the open country, I wondered what must be on his mind, was he scared, was he remorseful, was he contemplating the consequences of what he had done? Then that was it, he had killed himself in a lonely spot, it was reported that police had recovered a body and that is all they said about it on the news.

It then hit me, the terrible sense of being unloved, the loneliness and desperation of his last moments.

His victims must have felt fear and panic as they were gunned down, maybe for some, resignation, for Derrick Bird the last moments on earth for him must have been tortuous.

When something like this happens the tragedy is far greater than can be personally felt by the victims and the killer, it highlights the woeful inadequacies of all of our lives in general. We can all relate to the loneliness Derrick Bird must have suffered, most of us if not all of us have suffered so at any time in our lives, for him it tipped over into something quite horrific, but I am sure we have all suffered still and dark thoughts resulting from an emotional deficit and strain, intermittently characteristic of the lives we lead. I guess it is when that emotional strain seems relentless and goes on for long periods of time that the frustration builds up.

I know very little about Derrick Bird or his twelve victims, but by God I felt it when he died. May there be peace for the town of Cumbria and for the world over one day.

Wednesday 2 June 2010

A Short Piece From Lenin Aka Lenin's Tomb on Israel

Tuesday, June 01, 2010
Israel: the cost posted by lenin

In addition to being a singularly brutal act, Israel's attack on the Gaza Freedom flotilla may well constitute its most reckless, idiotic gambit to date. It has done irreparable damage to its relationship with one of longest standing regional allies, resulting in Turkey's decision to send armed naval ships along with future aid convoys to the Gaza strip. It has led Egypt to re-open the Rafah crossing indefinitely, thus effectively breaking the blockade. The opinion of Quartet leaders, whose assistance in enforcing the barricades and normalising Israel's behaviour, would appear to have been shifted pragmatically against continuing with the blockade policy. Tony Blair, the grotesque representative of the Quartet in the Middle East, has allowed that Israel must surely find a "better" way to "help" the people of Gaza. Now, it seems that Israel has been forced to agree to release all foreigners kidnapped from the flotilla by its armed forces. I have to suppose that this attack was supposed to terrorise pro-Palestinian activists, deter aid to Gaza, and deliver a rather unsubtle slap in the face to the Turkish leadership for having taken to criticising some of Israel's policies, notably Cast Lead. It was intended, I guess, to remind people who was boss. It would appear to have achieved just the opposite, and given the people of Gaza a potential breathing space.

There will be a demonstration in London on Saturday 5th June in support of the flotilla to Gaza, and condemnation at the brutal attack on it. Assembling outside Downing Street at 1pm, and / or Trafalgar Square at the same time roughly. The march will then proceed to the Israeli Embassy.